For now, I'll refer you to this blog entry, but I'll be back.
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All I can really add to that blog entry is that this year, I'm reliving that story all over again. I thought getting my bachelor's degree would be the end of my formal education, but here I am applying to graduate schools. It's not an easy task either. Waiting on pins and needles to hear if I got in, hear if I got funding, etc. I still believe, however, that if I sit around and wait for the news, the world around me isn't going to wait for me. I have three months left in my undergraduate career, and I'm going to spend it having a blast with the people I love in a place that I love. Make sure that you remember that all you can do is know that you tried your best and that is all you should expect of yourself. Don't go comparing yourselves to other people who did or did not get in based off of the numbers you listed on your application because that's just a bad idea. MIT considers a lot more than that, so don't play that game. It's not a good way to spend your time. Go have some fun. Enjoy the snow if you're in Boston and just dealt with the most schizophrenic week of weather ever, or go do something that you know will make you happy. You'll all get in somewhere, and whether you get in or you don't, it's really not the end of the world. You probably don't want to believe me as I say this, but I hope you really consider it.
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Posted by: Anna on March 16, 2007
Worrying cannot help, but then, one cannot help worrying either...
I've been trying my best to keep myself from all the tension. I even gave my junior school, De Nobili FRI, a visit today. (in fact, I'd like sharing this with all of you)
It's a catholic school, and I just felt like I needed to talk to some of my teachers there. I met with Father Pious, and luckily, he was free.
I poured my heart out to him, telling him about what I had been through; my successes, failures, everything that had happened with me since junior school (Well, I think you were right Bryan...
Worrying cannot help, but then, one cannot help worrying either...
I've been trying my best to keep myself from all the tension. I even gave my junior school, De Nobili FRI, a visit today. (in fact, I'd like sharing this with all of you)
It's a catholic school, and I just felt like I needed to talk to some of my teachers there. I met with Father Pious, and luckily, he was free.
I poured my heart out to him, telling him about what I had been through; my successes, failures, everything that had happened with me since junior school (<= class 10th in India).
We talked and talked and talked. I could simply cry in front of him and tell him what I felt like. And he finally said something that simply made me forget all the worries.
"Son, whatever is about to happen, is about to happen by god's will... and nothing is more important than that... You were born because of his will, and all your successes and failures have been because of his will, so where is the worry? You're not failing when you fail, you're just obeying god... He has something in store for you, and he will lead you to that. It might be painful now, but definitely will not be later... God does not inflict pain on anyone who has not wronged him..."
It felt serene.
After talking to him for 2 hours, I had to make my way back home. (De Nobili is pretty far from my city... it's in a village). I was finally at rest, and I kept thinking about what father had just said, feeling closer and closer to peace.
Then, I sat in a field, feeling the wind, looking at the crops which looked like a sheet of fluttering cloth in the wind. Father Pious's voice kept echoing in my mind.
Very soon, it was time to get moving. I got up and began to walk towards the car. And this time, I was walking with a new freedom, freedom from all that had kept haunting me for the past few months...
And now, as I sit and type, I'm not worried at all. God had already decided what is good for me. Tomorrow, 10.15pm India time, all I have to do is find out what.
Period.
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Chill out guys.
My besties to everyone out there.
Posted by: Ashesh on March 16, 2007
Thanks a lot!!!
Posted by: Jalpan Dave on March 16, 2007
The waiting in front of the mailbox line reminds me of the Wii episode of South Park.
Cartman (pacing outside EBGames): Come on! Come on!
Store Clerk: Kid, for the 400th time, pacing back and forth isn't going to make the Wii come out any faster.
Cartman: Shut up! You just don't understand! Come on. . . Come on!
Posted by: Snively on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: Anjanie Sriram on March 16, 2007
i don't think i'll be able to get a wink of sleep all night today!
let's hope i do get in though..
Posted by: Atul on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: AJ on March 16, 2007
For one, my parents have made it clear to me that whether I get into MIT or not, they are already proud of me. In fact, they never pressured me to apply to any particular school - they just let me choose universities I wanted to apply to and get on with it. In the eyes of my mum - who didn't get the chance to go to university - the fact that I am even going to college is a big accomplishment.
Also, it's summer here, and after running each day, I go out on the roof and stare at the beautiful sky. At dawn, it's soft and shy, and at night, full of stars, some brighter than the others. I amuse myself trying to count them while listening to Cat Stevens/Francis Cabrel. How can one not feel relaxed at a time like that?
My friends and I have been making the most of this time to meet, enjoy ourselves and appreciate each other's company before parting ways. We're all at turning points in our lives, and most of us will probably not see each other again for a while. These last weeks have been lovely, full of laughter, conversation, and plans. I've even made some new friends.
What I'm saying is that for me, the world doesn't begin and end with MIT's decision. I would be lying if I said that it didn't matter at all to me, because it does. I would be thrilled to get in. I would definitely be very disappointed if I were rejected. But not so disappointed that I'd think my life was over. Wherever I end up, I will be entering a new phase of my life, and that - to me - is something exciting to look forward too.
Posted by: Guyomar on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: Chandresh on March 16, 2007
M17
MIT
clever...
Posted by: Steven on March 16, 2007
Posted by: Snively on March 16, 2007
Breathe in-Breathe out
Breathe in-Breathe out
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Sorry, can't do it for lonG!!!
Posted by: Anurag on March 16, 2007
Posted by: waiting on March 16, 2007
Ok, I got my screech of pent-up frustration/waiting out. Thanks!
Posted by: Elizabeth on March 16, 2007
Posted by: Abuuuuuu on March 16, 2007
An air of anxious resignation fills the room. I wonder if I'll be able to go to sleep tonight. Oh well. If I'm in, I'm in. If I'm not, I'm not. It's a pity I have to be so distressed. XD
Thanks Bryan. Nice story. Even though it's a year old, it's still really applicable. Great job on a great blog post.
Posted by: Yossarian on March 16, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 16, 2007
Good luck tomorrow, everyone - and hoopefully the servers won't crash. I for one, will be checking the decision about 8 hours after it comes out. We still, after all, have our everyday lives to attend to. Let the decision wait, and let the espers be with us, kupo.
Posted by: Chandresh on March 16, 2007
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-GOOD LUCK 2 all
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Posted by: anonymous on March 16, 2007
16 hours
970 minutes
58207 seconds
Alternative version
It is 0 days, 16 hours, 10 minutes and 7 seconds until Saturday, March 17, 2007 at 12:00:00 Noon (Boston time)
Posted by: 0 on March 16, 2007
anxiously awaiting 11am tomorrow....... (central time!) but i'm still trying to breathe!
Posted by: alyssa on March 16, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 16, 2007
Hail the Admissions Staff!
Posted by: Jessica on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: Yossarian on March 16, 2007
ick.
Posted by: Pratha on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: KB on March 16, 2007
Posted by: KB on March 16, 2007
I'm trying to accept failure now, so I can be really pleasantly surprised if I do get in, but it's really hard. :(
Posted by: Sarah on March 16, 2007
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Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
I'm not really stressed, I'm just not taking chances (that's what I like to believe).
Posted by: Laylo on March 17, 2007
be the first to empower yourself with the latest technology
Posted by: no point posting first on the day on March 17, 2007
Posted by: alyssa on March 17, 2007
can anyone post or be the first everday>
haha
somethings are just not possible.
some colleges, one of them is MIT which will let you know of your limits.
Ready to Rumble!
Posted by: anonymous on March 17, 2007
carry on with ur daily activity.
take it simple and think big.
Posted by: to alyssa on March 17, 2007
take it easy and hope for the best
Posted by: to sarah on March 17, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
Then again, I seem to have no trouble wasting time... :-D
In about 10 hours, we find out whether or not to go ahead and get a head start on next year's application... Good luck and best wishes to everyone who applied!
Posted by: Greg Courville on March 17, 2007
Posted by: Nick on March 17, 2007
Okay so I don't know but I am hoping against hope....
Posted by: Solomon on March 17, 2007
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good luck
Om
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To mR: I guess that if mR is an American citizen/permanent resident, then mR = mRi. Am I right?
Posted by: Islu on March 17, 2007
Please bring good news to me...
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Posted by: Rajendran Mohan on March 17, 2007
Meanwhile, I'm also waiting for my decision. I'm pretty sure it'll be a no, though.
Posted by: Tania on March 17, 2007
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Posted by: rentnez on March 17, 2007
http://www.time.gov/timezone.cgi?Eastern/d/-5
Good luck to everybody!
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
(Would anyone be interested in smuggling me in in their suitcase?)
Posted by: Amanda on March 17, 2007
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Posted by: miag on March 17, 2007
thats why we can't see it yet
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
I thought it was my computer that didnt work properly and I was the only one who couldn't log on
:D
Posted by: aa on March 17, 2007
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MIT Class of 2011
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Posted by: Snively on March 17, 2007
Does lying in the fetal position under my desk count?
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
If you throw in a fair amount of agonized wailing, I don't see why not.
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
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Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
Hey guys I really wish everyone Good Luck.
It's been awesome "meeting" you people over these last few weeks. It was wonderful, really.
WEll....If I dont get in....too bad, if i do, then maybe I'll b able to meet some you guys in September.
Ciao.
Posted by: Hanna on March 17, 2007
Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
Excitement!!!!1
Posted by: Ibn on March 17, 2007
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Worrying number of applicants.
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Posted by: 0 on March 17, 2007
to theses guys: arent you anxious about your decisions too? so please stop
Posted by: jjj on March 17, 2007
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Posted by: Anonymous on March 17, 2007
If only the "confirm" button would confirm an admission instead of a decision.
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Posted by: Ibn on March 17, 2007
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...
And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.
And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.
Monty Python always cheers me up!~ good luck to everyone!
Posted by: Alyssa on March 17, 2007
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Excitement!!!!!1
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It always comes in the last minute... Resistance is futile...
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Posted by: Rajendran Mohan on March 17, 2007
ok, well ill move on.
Posted by: Ibn Shabazz on March 17, 2007
well, good luck to all the rest of you
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Posted by: Josh Payne on March 17, 2007
BTW, Do you know if it would be possible to major in mechanical eng(biomedical engineering) and double major with management science, and do premed in four years with an optimum/decent gpa for medical school?
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