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The American Astronomical Society’s Winter Conference: 2013 Edition by Anna H. '14

THIS IS SO EXCITING I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY

January 15, 2013

I’m sitting on a JetBlue flight from San Francisco to Boston, listening to the Prince of Egypt soundtrack (Hans Zimmer AND Stephen Schwartz. Oh my goodness.) The couple to my left don’t speak much English, but seem very nice; the lady offered me one of her crackers.

We’re flying over what I initially mistook to be stiff clouds, but which turned out to be very impressive snowy mountains. I have zero geographical awareness of Mountains In The Continental United States, so I stopped a random woman walking down the aisle and asked if she knew where we were. She looked a little affronted, and suggested that I ask the stewardess.

I stopped a stewardess, who had “YOLO” written on the back of her notepad. “Oh,” she said, “I think they must be the Rockies.” I thanked her, but before she had the chance to escape, the man across the aisle from me (who has a very bright yellow bag tucked under the seat in front of him – it looks like it’s made out of the same material as those HI I’M HERE PLEASE DON’T HIT ME cyclist jackets) took out his earbud and asked whether I was asking about the mountains outside. I said yes. “Those are the Sierra Nevadas,” he replied, with sort of a snooty glance at the stewardess. “We’re not far enough to be over the Rockies.” He then explained that the Sierra Nevadas run along the northern part of California, that they’re shallow on the west side and “very jagged” on the east side, that this is where Yosemite is. I thanked him.

Now that I’m done chatting with my neighbors, it seems like as good a time as any to crank out some thoughts on the past week.

First, some background. Over the summer, I did astronomy research at the National Radio Astronomy Observatory (NRAO) headquarters in Charlottesville, Virginia, through a National Science Foundation (NSF)-funded program under the Research Experience for Undergraduates (REU) umbrella. It was a great success: I found a new pulsar and baked a really cool cake. I had another project, though, which I didn’t talk much about in previous posts. Essentially, I worked on a new way to obtain precise “rotation measures” for each millisecond pulsar (MSP) in the globular cluster Terzan 5. The “rotation measure” describes how much the linearly-polarized component of the pulsar’s signal rotates on its way to Earth, due to the Milky Way’s magnetic field. I managed to get much better precision than the current software, which is awesome, because the eventual goal is to get the value for each MSP in the cluster and then have fun comparing them and playing with physics.

I had the opportunity to present those results in poster form, at the American Astronomical Society’s annual winter conference in Long Beach, California. MIT and the NRAO split my travel, hotel, and living costs, which – well, you can imagine how awesome that was.

In preparation, I made my poster, and poked around for contact information and advice. I chatted with my supervisor from the summer and my current UROP supervisor, who all gave me suggestions for how to make the most of the event. I also got a list of names from Dumbledore, of MIT alumnae-turned-astronomers at various institutions. I e-mailed all of them; a few weren’t at the conference, but offered to chat with me via Skype, which was nice. A few were in the area at the time; one arranged to meet me for coffee since she was at the AAS anyway, one drove down from Caltech to meet me (which blew my mind) and a few didn’t get back to me about meeting in person, so I ended up hunting them down in the big poster room through a combination of nametag-scanning, facial recognition (I stalked them all on the Internet beforehand) and luck. I have now mastered the art of shaking hands.

While chatting with an astronomer who works at the American Museum of Natural History (AMNH), some random stranger came up and slipped a card into my hand. Bewildered, I looked around for an explanation, and the AMNH guy told me that the card was my invitation to the big party happening on the last night. More on that later.

For now, let me show you the hotel:

SO MUCH BLUE SKY. Yay!
When I arrived, I
1) Checked into my room, and
2) Realized that I left my crutches on the airport shuttle (NOOOOOOOOOOOO) and called the shuttle company, only to be told that the crutches weren’t on the bus. Um. LIES. Definitely lies, since the next morning they had been returned to the hotel front desk. Whatever. Anyway, the view out my window:

Ahhhhh, California.

After resting a bit, I limped down to the lobby to take advantage of the free wireless service (not available in rooms, unfortunately). A few minutes after I arrived, a guy walked in holding a poster tube, and I figured I ought to make a friend.

Me: Hello! I guess you’re here for the AAS?
Guy: Yes, but this is actually my student’s poster; I’m just hanging onto it for her.
Me: Oh, a student? Are you a professor?
Guy: I direct the Harvard REU summer program.
Me: OH! I’m applying there!
Small world. Small hotel lobby, I guess. We proceeded to bond over being from England, and he shared his thoughts on how to pursue joint research-public outreach interests. That was the first of many new connections and friendships, the making of which I became convinced is the primary purpose of a conference like this; a few days later, I went out to lunch with him, an MIT alum, and all of the Harvard REU alums who happened to be at the AAS. It occurred to me sometime towards dessert that I’d never actually been to the Harvard REU; no one seemed to notice or mind.
Back to the conference center:
There were 3,000 astronomers in there, which became apparent the instant I walked in. For those of you who don’t know anything about the astronomy field – that’s a pretty significant percentage of the population. While standing in line for my registration badge, I met a helicopter medic / amateur astronomer, and an astronomer at the Space Telescope Science Institute.
I presented my poster on the first day of the conference.
The poster room was gigantic (a gymnasium, I think?) and fit hundreds of people . There were permanent exhibits, on various astronomical facilities and telescopes and companies, but the main floor was taken up by posters that changed from day to day. The guy next to me had a poster on a completely different topic, but most people in the area were pulsar astronomers. Sometimes, to procure an audience, I dragged over random people who had next to zero interest in pulsars. Sometimes, people came to find me, because they had a particular interest in my project. One guy asked when the paper would be published, because he wants to use my code – I think I said “soon”, but all I remember is trying very hard not to faint. Then, the head of MIT’s physics department showed up, and asked me lots of questions – again, I think I answered, but all I remember is trying very hard not to faint. He was accompanied by George Ricker, the principal investigator on this project. Another visitor was my TA from 8.04 (Quantum I). My most unexpected visitor was a guy from Stanford, who asked: “Are you the Anna who teaches at Splash?” My internal response was: “yes, I am, but WHAAAA? Who are you and how do you know that?!” I don’t remember what I said out loud. He explained that he was an MIT alum, used to teach at Splash, and had heard about my astronomy-related classes. Small world. Small field.
I took breaks from the poster to wander around, look at other posters (one of them presented by a co-founder of Astronomy Picture of the Day (APOD)!), and attend talks on the Spitzer Space Telescope (an infrared telescope, which has done, among lots of other things, really cool exoplanet science), galaxy clusters (by an MIT prof!) and the James Webb Space Telescope. “Attending lots of talks” was the theme of the next few days – talks on everything from “Extreme Urban Stargazing” to “Astronomers Without Borders” to the Kepler Space Telescope to the Crab nebula and orbital dynamics and detecting gravitational waves using millisecond pulsars (YAY PULSARS!)
A note that I passed to my friend Stephen during one of the talks pretty much summed up the experience: “THIS IS SO EXCITING I CAN’T HANDLE IT I THINK I’M GOING TO CRY.”
On the last full day, I took a break from the conference center to hang out with my friend Spencer, who gave me a tour of SpaceX, where he’s working for the semester. On returning, I wandered around the poster room and made friends who work at the Adler Planetarium, at the Space Telescope Science Institute, and at this awesome telescope facility in Puerto Rico. I cannot do justice to how friendly everyone was: a lady who gave a talk I enjoyed sat me down on a couch for twenty minutes; she talked with me about careers and grad school and gave me her contact information. This didn’t seem out of the ordinary.
When I felt worn out, I retreated to a couch at the NRAO booth, since that’s where I worked over the summer and felt at home. I caught up with two of my ex-colleagues.
One was a very kind unofficial mentor to me over the summer – one afternoon, I arrived at a colloquium on a field totally unrelated to my project, and sat timidly on a chair by the wall. He waved me over to the table where the astronomers sat. At the end of the talk, I asked some questions, and this colleague had a magical way of knowing that I was left confused by the response. After the session, he took me into his office and gave me an impromptu lecture on the board. A couple of weeks later, when I was writing a proposal for telescope time, he helped me with the application, since I had no idea what any of the words meant.
The other guy similarly went way beyond the call of duty this summer; he read over a draft of that telescope proposal for me, and gave me feedback. One day, after snacktime, he talked with me about grad school for an hour. When we were chatting at the AAS conference NRAO booth, he saw the note I passed to Stephen (the one about “I’M GOING TO CRY”) and read it before I could stop him. He laughed for something like five mortifying minutes. Or maybe it was five seconds. Couldn’t tell.
Anyway, moving on from astronomers to astronomy events: my favorite events at the conference were the Town Halls. There was an NRAO Town Hall, an Arecibo Town Hall, an NSF (National Science Foundation) Town Hall, and others. Basically, the director gives an update on what the organization is up to, what the financial situation is, what kinds of science are being supported and conducted. I REALLY enjoyed those, since I got a perspective on the field that I wouldn’t get from doing research. I learned, for example, about what’s going on with the NSF budget. Despite some bad news, it was clear that everyone was together and committed to making progress and doing whatever we need to do to ensure that astronomy remains a healthy field.
Speaking of the field, and the community: astronomers like to party. On the last night, we rented out a club, and hundreds of people packed into a room to dance and mingle. I did the macarena next to an REU director, danced in a group with some professors, and sang DON’T STOP BELIEVING at the top of my lungs from the DJ’s stage. I waved at my research advisor from across the dance floor.
In case I haven’t made this clear: I didn’t feel like a summer student, or an intern, or even an undergrad. I got invited out to a very casual dinner with a big group of star formation people, and genuinely felt like I could call everyone there a friend or a colleague. We joked about our ages (the guy next to me: “I don’t even want to KNOW when YOU were born”). I loved that conversation could seamlessly transition from planetesimals to protoplanetary disks to current research to travel stories and jokes and nonsense.
I babbled to my friend Eric about how wonderful the conference was – he responded by quoting an e-mail exchange we’d had a week prior.
“”At least by the end of next week, I’ll know if astronomy is something that I would want to do later on” — Anna Ho, 1 week ago (ish)

Sounds like you’ve gained some insight :)”

Yes. I can’t tell you how much it meant to me to feel so welcomed. People were interested in my research, in me, in my interests, but also in just hanging out with me. Through conversations with professors and other undergrads and some grad students, I reinforced my new-ish desire to go onto graduate school and get my Ph.D. in astronomy. I sent a very happy e-mail to my mom, and she said “That’s wonderful! How you feel about your colleagues near and far is REALLY IMPORTANT in my view.” So – let it be known: I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES. and my old friends, and my new friends.

I’ll be back next winter.