As the MIT EA deadline approached last year, I remember reading over my essays obsessively, fine-tuning my sentences, changing words, and asking others for advice. It got to the point where I nearly had my writing memorized, and I grew tired of seeing the same little letters in the same order as I opened the same word documents every day.
So I spontaneously pushed submit. A week before the EA deadline. It felt good.
But then, I found a spelling mistake. And nearly died of panic. After receiving repeated reassurances on College Confidential that my tiny error would not cause me to be instantly rejected from MIT, I calmed down slightly, went trick-or-treating for Halloween, and stalked the application tracker on myMIT.
I couldn't sort out my thoughts; I felt anxious about my application, impatient for decisions, reluctant to do my other apps, doubtful of my prospects. There were nearly a dozen people applying from my school alone, and I couldn't help but think that compared to them, I didn't stand a chance.
And now I'm wondering - To all of you who just clicked 'submit' on your EA apps: what thoughts are racing through your minds? Do you feel exactly as I did?
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You're not alone (or weren't, anyway)!
Posted by: Elias ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Lindsay '14 Hopeful on November 2, 2009
AND I found a spelling error on my essay a couple minutes ago. Story of my life.
Posted by: Nate '14? on November 2, 2009
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Posted by: Mike '14? on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Sean '14? on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Red One on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Red One on November 2, 2009
Oh, MIT admissions is ultra-competitive: this is the most in-demand Technology school in the world.
Anyway, good luck every one, including EAs.
I wonder what might become of us hesitant prospective transfers sitting on the fence..Think we'll go for it!
Posted by: (The) Red One on November 2, 2009
Including RAs.
Posted by: Oci on November 2, 2009
I also dramatically changed my application at the last minute by switching an essay and deciding to mail in my abstract.... I felt good about it then. Now I'm freaking out a little. Oh, and I found a nice grammar mistake, too. Excellent! I can blame that for being deferred.
good luck to everyone. with the amount of talent applying to MIT, I'm sure we'll all need a little.
Posted by: Katie '14? on November 2, 2009
It's surprisingly anticlimactic, though. Sure, I'm panicking maybe a tiny tiny bit, but I'm perfectly satisfied. I said everything I wanted to say, I think, and I'm ready for it to be out of my control.
Posted by: Lydia AK on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Sawyer '14? on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Koocher on November 2, 2009
At the last minute, I decided to use a petition that I wrote as a sophomore as my optional essay. I'm pretty happy with my decision, as I did not talk about my veganism/animal rights activism in any other part of the app. However, I had to type the whole thing last night (I only had a hard copy), so it is possible that I may have a typo or two in there... EEK.
Though I feel a new sense of freedom, I am a little nervous. I don't think that I will look at my application now that it is submitted; it will most likely make me even more nervous.
Along with these feelings, I feel quite reluctant to work on my other applications. I think I may need to take a few days off of these things...
Posted by: VAL ('14?) on November 2, 2009
My app's pretty much ready, and I'd have definitely listed MIT as my first choice school....
Well, the wait's gonna extend right upto March for me!!
Posted by: Sreyan on November 2, 2009
Sorry for the double post!!
Posted by: Sreyan on November 2, 2009
But in all cases, we'll all have grown from the experience of applying to MIT. So I guess in any case, it's all good and we should just relax for now.
Posted by: Sean on November 2, 2009
I ditto the comment some of you said about not really wanting to write the essays for other colleges and I also ditto the comment about being nervous for decisions in Dec. I guess all we can do is wait and hope that we'll be "partying in the MIT" next fall
Posted by: Su ('14?) on November 2, 2009
I submitted my application 15 minutes before midnight. It was a good thing that my internet didn't kill over and die. You never know in Utah.
Posted by: Landon ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Alex (Hopeful '14 EA) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Wish to be at MIT on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Tom Petty on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Ralph on November 2, 2009
And Ralph, I'm pretty sure it's mid-December, not mid-November, but hey, I've been wrong before. The admissions committee would have to be pretty heroic though to make it through all these apps in two weeks.
Man, did everyone write another essay for the optional section? Now I'm nervous, I used it for an abstract instead.
Also, captcha for this post is "Rockefeller dweebs"...
Posted by: Sawyer ('14?) on November 2, 2009
I bet some of us could write NOVELS...not just essays, for MIT Admissions!
Posted by: Oce on November 2, 2009
I keep reading over my essays and wondering if I could have done better.
Also, for the AP courses section, I listed exams that i am studying independently for, but I didn't list these courses in my self-reported coursework. Is that ungood?
Posted by: Name on November 2, 2009
The "Are you sure?" thing really lightened the mood. I finally decided that everything was the way I wanted it, hit submit, and almost laughed when it popped up as if I hadn't asked myself that same question a dozen times.
Posted by: Travis ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: JF('14?) on November 2, 2009
In the days before submitting the essays, when I was editing them obsessively, it felt as though every bit of my being was directed towards that application. Therefore, for everything else, I was slow, distracted, and simply not there. Sending it was a huge relief, not only because I don't have to worry about that anymore (I really don't want to think about those essays until December), but also because I feel really good about how it turned out.
Now, that being said...
I can't wait for December!!
Posted by: Natalia ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Hopefully I get the tube! good luck to all.
Posted by: David on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Anonymous on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Brit ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Carlos on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Brosef on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Jennie ('14?) on November 2, 2009
I feel pretty good about my application. I'm still waiting for Evaluation B to be checked off on my application tracker, but I trust my teacher wasn't joking when she said she'd mailed it.
Posted by: Petar on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Liz ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: VAL ('14?) on November 2, 2009
I'm still worried that no one will read my optional part, which was my most important essay...
Posted by: Abhi on November 2, 2009
I'm now trying not to think about it [and obviously failing], because I know that it's out of my control and the chances of getting in are low.
Posted by: Claire ('14?) on November 2, 2009
I'm excited.
Posted by: Harish (14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Vinay on November 2, 2009
I too used the optional section for abstract(s). [I had two.] Figured research was an important part of my life.
I'm actually not one to freak out about college admissions. I tried my best on the essays, and chances are I'll forget when the decisions come out. Even for Siemens a friend of mine told me when decisions came out morning of. He was really excited, but I was oblivious. This is not to say that I don't want to got to MIT, I am applying EA for a reason, I just have a lot of things going on in life that take precedence over freaking out over something that I no longer have any control over.
Best of luck, all.
Posted by: Luczek on November 2, 2009
I had read over my essays a few times on my own and with a teacher at my school. We both agreed that they were good essays that represented the different facets of me. And I was done editing. It seemed that further editing could only take the punch out of them.
Obviously I still wonder if I could have done anything better, but I'm convinced I did the best I can. The admissions office also did a good job of being relaxed, convincing me that one grammar glitch wouldn't kill my chances of admission.
So I know how tough it is, but I've been preparing myself for this for the past year. So my blood pressure remained constant. Even when I pushed that button. Best I can do now is to forget about it for the next month.
Posted by: Louis ('14?) on November 2, 2009
Posted by: booklover on November 2, 2009
Unloading all of that stress has had the adverse effect I would've expected. Now I feel empty: there's nothing that I can do for the next two months but wait and see what the all-powerful MIT Admissions Office thinks about me.
Overall, I'm confident in my essays. While I'm definitely not the "perfect" candidate for MIT, I do believe I have a really good shot at getting in.
But I guess we'll see later.
(Good luck to all you Utah guys, but not too much luck. Haha =D)
Posted by: Tyler '14 on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Tim on November 2, 2009
Unloading all of that stress has had the adverse effect I would've expected. Now I feel empty: there's nothing that I can do for the next two months but wait and see what the all-powerful MIT Admissions Office thinks about me.
Overall, I'm confident in my essays. While I'm definitely not the "perfect" candidate for MIT, I do believe I have a really good shot at getting in.
But I guess we'll see later.
(Good luck to all you Utah guys, but not too much luck. Haha =D)
Posted by: Tyler '14 on November 2, 2009
Posted by: jialing on November 2, 2009
Quote Matt McGann:
"It is okay if your teacher recommendations are later than the deadline. We are very flexible with your teacher recommendations."
So DON'T WORRY. The Admissions Office is receiving a ton of data right now, and they can only process so much at a time.
Once again: DON'T WORRY. You've done your best, so take a deep breath and don't hold it otherwise this upcoming month-and-a-half is really going to suck for you. Plus I'm pretty sure it's impossible to hold your breath for more than a few minutes (unless you're David Blaine).
Good luck to you all
Posted by: Jeanne '13 on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Justin on November 2, 2009
Posted by: Colclasure '14 on November 2, 2009
We received 23 (TWENTY-THREE!!!) buckets of mail today, folks. Right now, if your letters of recommendation were received today, then it will take approximately two weeks for them to be processed and reflected on your MyMIT account. We will likely take the tracking system offline shortly, so as to allow us to process all of these application components. I'd check back in the Monday before Thanksgiving. Note that we wait until the last minute to review partial cases, so we won't even get to the applications with missing evaluations until the end of November.
Posted by: Mike on November 2, 2009
You can start worrying about decisions again in the beginning of december. In the mean time, enjoy senior year, and have fun reading the blogs!
Posted by: Carin '13 on November 2, 2009
My best advice would be to try not to think about MIT for a while even though I know it's really hard to do. December will be stressful (I started counting down the days until decisions came out from Thanksgiving) but, the stress is all worth it in the end, no matter what your decision may be.
Posted by: Holly '13 on November 3, 2009
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Posted by: nmk on November 3, 2009
First Americans are admitted by early app,later lazy or busy Americans are admitted by regular app,finally we have a chance for being admitted but surprisingly in very less percentages!Thank you mighty MIT God!
Note:Is this Autumn Depression or am I right?
Posted by: '14? on November 3, 2009
Posted by: JF('14?) on November 3, 2009
Also I think I forgot to count in the time difference between Taipei and Boston so actually I had another twelve hours to proof-read my essays.(Is that right? Does time difference matter or does the deadline differ for every country?)
But I do feel enriched. =)(The Snively spirit!)
AHH December! Hope I'll have a great gift for Christmas.
Posted by: Val'14? on November 3, 2009
For internationals, its 2 in 100. Most (but not all) are just holistically underdeveloped academic robots. But its not their fault though...I am only comparing.
Also, personally, I would never blame AMERICAN universities favoring AMERICAN students.
I am international btw. Of the holistically underdeveloped type.
Posted by: MOARRR on November 3, 2009
Posted by: MIT Hopeful on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Name on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Shamil on November 3, 2009
Posted by: George ('14?) on November 3, 2009
RTFM
Posted by: 0 on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Lauren on November 3, 2009
Then why am I panicking?
In my school there are scary people who have taken 12 AP classes and killed themselves for a high GPA while I sat at my computer and composed music. When my scores compare to theirs, I seem a bit mediocre, though I'm still in the top 10% of my class of 985 seniors. However, everyone in the top 20 or so wants to go to Stanford or Cornell and not MIT, so, screw them! I want to get into MIT and I congratulate everyone who did EA on a job well done. However, as an ironically lazy perfectionist, I am chewing my fingers off as I read manga and do AP Physics homework at the same time (not very productive.)
MIT + tvtropes.org = hypothetical win, too bad the big OvenMIT isn't a creative writing college.
Posted by: Nestor on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Emily on November 3, 2009
Congratulations on getting your apps done, everyone. Good luck!
Posted by: Janet on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Joseph' 14 on November 3, 2009
Posted by: non-namous on November 3, 2009
Posted by: crystalizedpineapple on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Alaska on November 3, 2009
At this point, there's nothing I can do, so I'm not worried at all. Honestly, I can't bring myself to worry about something I can't affect (just like I don't study the night before an AP test because I know it won't make a difference). Though I'm excited to hear from MIT in a month and a half (seems like such a long time).
Posted by: Sri '14? on November 3, 2009
Posted by: Diana on November 3, 2009
It was just such a relief to finally see it finished and sent. Out of my hands. I don't have time to worry, because I have other things to focus on. I'll probably forget it's mid-December when I get a response.
Posted by: Geoffrey Ong on November 3, 2009
And good luck to everyone, EA or RA!
Posted by: Anonymous on November 3, 2009
And good luck to everyone, EA or RA!
Posted by: Anonymous on November 3, 2009
But feels great overall. The wait can be a bit restless.
Posted by: Anjian on November 3, 2009
But i guess it ISN'T the end of the world. I think two people above me commented on how MIT is the most competitive engineering school in the world-- that's just how it is, innit? It would be presumptuous for me to place myself in that category, without knowing what being in that category requires.
So I'm not really hoping for anything. If the admissions staff thinks I can handle MIT it's admission or deferral, and if not, out-and-out rejection.
...that was therapeutic.
Posted by: Anvi on November 4, 2009
I'll be writing my 12th grade CBSE Board Exams this march. I want to try for admission in MIT. Can you brief me on how to apply for MIT? I'd like to take up Mechanical Engineering. What exams do you need to write and what scores are required? And by the way, what's this essay everyone keeps talking about?
Looking forward to your reply.
Posted by: Sidharth on November 4, 2009
I have completed my 12th year in school.Now i am taking admission in India's Indian Institute of Technology Delhi(IITD) for B.tech in Computer Science and Engineering.I want to do my M.tech in Computer Science and Engineering from MIT.Can u please tell me how can i get admission in MIT?
Posted by: Ashutosh Pasi on November 5, 2009
I have completed my 12th year in school.Now i am taking admission in India's Indian Institute of Technology Delhi(IITD) for B.tech in Computer Science and Engineering.I want to do my M.tech in Computer Science and Engineering from MIT.Can u please tell me how can i get admission in MIT?
Posted by: Ashutosh Pasi on November 5, 2009
I have completed my 12th year in school.Now i am taking admission in India's Indian Institute of Technology Delhi(IITD) for B.tech in Computer Science and Engineering.I want to do my M.tech in Computer Science and Engineering from MIT.Can u please tell me how can i get admission in MIT?
Posted by: Ashutosh Pasi on November 5, 2009
Thanks for the encouragement, I'm sure the Admissions officers at MIT will take into account all the random stuff I do outside of school, and at least when I do my community service I willingly want to do it, unlike half the people pressured by the public schools/universities who do 500 hours that they didn't learn from at all, or have fun. Not that 500 hours is bad, I'd rather enjoy them. (That's an opinion! XD)
@MOARRR
Us pesky Americans! Tsk, tsk, tsk! MIT should definitely favor international applicants because they live extremely close to it right? I mean, since everyone is taking a crack at the U.S. these days, maybe MIT should reconsider accepting American kids. You know, bad reputation and stuff.
Only joking! I'm sure any internationals accepted into MIT are so awesome they deserve the acceptance letter.
Nice uncyclopedia article by the way.
Break the impossible! MIT EA & RA Applicants!
Posted by: Nestor on November 5, 2009
are selected . on what basis selection is done ?
Posted by: Ashish on November 5, 2009
"You can study in a class, and you will educate your brain... you can transfer your knowledge and time for the good of others, and you will educate your heart..." -Me while trying to use a cool pickup line after tutoring (lol) G.L. all!!
Posted by: El Puertorro ('14 hopeful...i hope) on November 5, 2009
Aw mannn... haha
Good luck everyone!
Posted by: Daniel on November 5, 2009
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Posted by: Jay on November 6, 2009
Stressed paths lead not to
MIT
Posted by: Andrew H. ('14?) on November 7, 2009
I feel really nervous right now. I know that I gave it my best shot having revised each essay with English teachers twice. My SAT/ACT English/Reading scores aren't the best; they are probably my Achilles's heel. I hope that being Brazilian will play to my advantage. The only thing I partially regret is not writing an essay on that optional part like some of you did. I wrote some things in that box, but I could have done much better. I can't believe I didn't fully use it to my advantage! Oh well. What's done is done.
I wish the best of luck to everyone who applied; in mid-December, may the tube be in your mail box.
Posted by: Luiz on November 7, 2009
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Posted by: TheRealJMP on November 7, 2009
Hopefully MIT won't look @ my horrific May SAT and just wait for the November one
Posted by: Justin H. on November 7, 2009
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