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MIT staff blogger Chris Peterson SM '13

Steve and Me by Chris Peterson SM '13

remembering steve jobs

I remember the first time I ever saw a computer. I was four, and my family’s basement, which contained my father’s office, flooded during a terrible rain storm. My father, an electrical engineer who had swapped a soldering iron for a slim-cut suit and gotten into semiconductor sales, was wading around in the rising water, making sure that everything essential was stored on top of a tall cabinet out of harm’s way.

The very first thing he put up there was his treasured Mac IIsi.

Later, I would come to love that MacIIsi for its games. Shufflepuck Cafe, Oregon Trail, Stuntcopter. I think for a time there I thought my dad must play fun games for a living, because that’s what the computer was clearly for. When I found out he used it for his job, I asked why. “Because,” he said, “it just works.”

And it did work. And even today, more than 20 years later, it still does.

I’ve always been a Mac guy. I don’t fall into the stereotype of the “Apple fanboy.” Neither does my dad, who is about as far as you can get from an artsy hipster farting around coffee shops and indie record stores. I always used Macs because, for me, they “just worked.”

Granted, some of this was because I grew up on Macs, and so I’ve always thought in Mac. I can make a Windows machine go, and I can bumble around a *nix system without breaking too much stuff. But on an Apple product, I find that I move about as skillfully and comfortably as if navigating my own kitchen. It’s like a native language: it’s not so much about whether you know the vocabulary and syntax as much as you understand, intutitively, how it operates, the innate and unspoken cultural references and use patterns.

To the extent that this is true – and to the extent that Apple products, from my Macbook to my iPhone, are omnipresent in my life – Steve Jobs was one of the most influential people in my life. Not because I knew him, or because I followed his dictums and philosophy. But because the technological environment in which I exist was created by him. If I were a fish, he’d have provided much of the water in which I swim.

When I was in college, I took a job working for Apple as a Campus Representative. During my second year Apple flew all of the Campus Reps to the Cupertino campus for training.

Cupertino was a strange, terrifying place. Everyone there lived very much in fear of Steve. No one ever joked, or even referenced, senior leadership. When some fellow reps made a skit which likely poked fun at Steve, they were threatened with expulsion from the program. All of the trainees watched, in a dark room a la the acolytes of Goldstein in the legendary 1984 Mac ad and with irony which apparently escaped Apple, a frankly cultish video about reproducing company culture. There was soft white light, ambient music, and Jonathan Ive speaking about how Apple was trying to make its stores seem like a church, a sacred space, where its followers would gather and share in the experience.

But it also showed, to a degree that can never be sufficiently told, how much Jobs’ vision guided Apple. He was truly a “visionary”, not only in that he was farseeing, but because he took that vision and was uncompromising in manifesting it in reality. Steve Jobs personally approved the design of the receipts in Apple stores. Not so much as a single pixel passed through the Apple environment without his approval.

Here’s a story Vic Gundotra – senior VP at Google – wrote about Steve’s devotion to design:

One Sunday morning, January 6th, 2008 I was attending religious services when my cell phone vibrated. As discreetly as possible, I checked the phone and noticed that my phone said “Caller ID unknown”. I choose to ignore.

After services, as I was walking to my car with my family, I checked my cell phone messages. The message left was from Steve Jobs. “Vic, can you call me at home? I have something urgent to discuss” it said.

Before I even reached my car, I called Steve Jobs back. I was responsible for all mobile applications at Google, and in that role, had regular dealings with Steve. It was one of the perks of the job.

“Hey Steve – this is Vic”, I said. “I’m sorry I didn’t answer your call earlier. I was in religious services, and the caller ID said unknown, so I didn’t pick up”.

Steve laughed. He said, “Vic, unless the Caller ID said ‘GOD’, you should never pick up during services”.

I laughed nervously. After all, while it was customary for Steve to call during the week upset about something, it was unusual for him to call me on Sunday and ask me to call his home. I wondered what was so important?

“So Vic, we have an urgent issue, one that I need addressed right away. I’ve already assigned someone from my team to help you, and I hope you can fix this tomorrow” said Steve.

“I’ve been looking at the Google logo on the iPhone and I’m not happy with the icon. The second O in Google doesn’t have the right yellow gradient. It’s just wrong and I’m going to have Greg fix it tomorrow. Is that okay with you?”

Of course this was okay with me. A few minutes later on that Sunday I received an email from Steve with the subject “Icon Ambulance”. The email directed me to work with Greg Christie to fix the icon.

But in the end, when I think about leadership, passion and attention to detail, I think back to the call I received from Steve Jobs on a Sunday morning in January. It was a lesson I’ll never forget. CEOs should care about details. Even shades of yellow. On a Sunday.

Jobs was not without his faults. As I said earlier, the Apple environment could be cultish. He could, according to popular accounts and to others I knew at Apple, be a real jerk to employees in pursuit of his vision. He most certainly stabbed Apple cofounder Steve Wozniak in the back several times. To draw just one example from’s biography of Woz:

When Steve Jobs worked at Atari, the company was working on creating the arcade game Breakout, which required 80 Integrated Circuits (ICs). The less ICs there were, the cheaper the games would be to produce, so Nolan Bushnell (Atari’s president) offered $100 for every IC that could be knocked out of the design. Jobs brought Woz the challenge, and over four days and nights at Atari they put together a design that only required 30 ICs. Bushnell gave Jobs his $5000 bonus, which Jobs “split” with Wozniak by telling him it was a $700 bonus, giving him “half,” or $350. Woz was delighted, but years later found out the truth. And cried.


He quite publicly cut corporate charity from Apple entirely. The production conditions at Foxconn and elsewhere are terrible. In these respects, Jobs was perhaps no worse than any given industrial magnate. But that’s an incredibly low bar to trip over, and he was certainly no better.

The legacy of Jobs, however, will not be the terror he was as a boss, or the degree to which he hamstrung developers with capricious censorship in the App Store, or even the degree to which he was ruthless in his pursuit of production.

It will be the fact that he possessed an unmatcheable unifying vision. It will be all of the times he saw what the market wanted before the market did. It will be the fact that his devotion to something as simple as a calligraphy class completely changed the way people thought about user experience on personal computers. It will be the fact that for decades past – and maybe decades to come – Apple has consistently produced technologies that have changed the way the personal computing world works. It will be the recognition that user experience and a devotion, above all else, to good design, matter. And it will be his uncompromising – to a fault – dedication to making things that “just work.”

Like it or not, Steve Jobs changed our world.

Now he has left it.

And I will miss him.


21 responses to “Steve and Me”

  1. Eugenie says:


  2. A post here on him was long due. Thanks, Chris! I think of him to be much more than an industry leader and a genius! I think of him as an ideal human being! Do check out my blog. It’s my way of paying a humble tribute!

    RIP Steve Jobs!

  3. Chris Peterson SM '13 says:

    He was most certainly not an ideal human being. Unless your realm of forms is particularly more haunting than I.

    I came to bury Jobs, not to praise him. He was a great man, not in a moral sense but in a mogul sense. Doth bestride the world like a colossus and all that.

  4. Aashish says:

    Amazing post; just love it and truly, Jobs was an invaluable asset to the world. Sad to lose him!

  5. I agree. But It’s a world wherein one sometimes has to choose between the worse and the worst! His story serves as an inspiration for anyone who wants to ‘think different’.

    He is such a man who will make his haters miss him.

  6. Danilo says:

    Thanks for the ‘apple’ logo, that’ll be my facebook image for some time.

  7. Adarsh Rao says:

    Coming to think of it,
    I’m starting to believe that Steve Jobs wasn’t an ‘ideal’ billionaire.

    For reasons mentioned in the post and also because you he didn’t preserve a 140-year old historical building even when local preservationists took him to court. A 5 billion worth guy could’ve done better.

    But then again, he changed the/my world by the products and that’s exactly the reason why I’m going to remember him.

  8. Adarsh Rao says:

    “Steve Jobs was one of the most influential people in my life. Not because I knew him, or because I followed his dictums and philosophy. But because the technological environment in which I exist was created by him. If I were a fish, he’d have provided much of the water in which I swim.”

    Amazingly written smile

    (PS : That’s my facebook status raspberry)

  9. Jayant says:

    Everyone has to go, but he went off early due to cancer. Sadly for me its “The Day I purchased My First Camera was the day Steve Jobs died”.

    I’ve never used an Apple product or even touched it. But I hope I’ll do it one day (I am likely to buy a Macbook Pro) and understand his true legacy.

  10. m_quinn says:


    Steve Jobs came from modest means. He had to drop out of college, in fact, because his family didn’t have the money to pay his way at Reed College. If Steve Jobs applied to MIT you would have summarily denied him admission – just like what you did to me …

  11. @m_quinn

    Please stop your rabid accusations against MIT on posts here!

    It’s childish to think that the grapes are sour.

  12. nikita says:

    steve jobs and me: apple IIc (family’s first computer. they had that bad boy for 10 years…cost more in 1988 as my white macbook in 2008) —>powermac 9600 —>grape imac G3 —>mac mini ppc —>intel mac mini —>white macbook —>macbook pro (throw in a few ipods and my endless wait for verizon to get the iphone….)

  13. m_quinn says:


    As you will soon discover, MIT admissions worship will not get you in.
    Money gets you in …


  14. m_quinn, you should have a look at this. He is my inspiration!

    A story about Anshuman Panda (’12)

  15. ziya zeesh says:

    hey anybody pls tell wat should i do to get admission in mit………pls……..if anybody is there to help me mean pls send me an email to my id,,, tat is ([email protected]) but pls i’m helpless now pls pls pls pls

  16. Armin says:

    Steve was one of the founders of Pixar. Check Pixar homepage. It’s different…

  17. kevin says:

    @ Chris

    Hey Chris, I was just wondering. Do MIT folks prefer mac or windows?

    Just one of those random questions that comes to mind

  18. Beena says:

    Personally, I don’t think it’s fair to remember someone who has revolutionized the world and achieved so much in his lifetime by his faults or shortcomings. Sure, he wasn’t perfect, but who is?

  19. adam says:

    does MIT admit international students that have not received their external exam grades.also do you consider the school grades more than the external exam grades.

  20. Luan says:

    That call from Jobs will me remembered by me too. Was really a lesson, even if Jobs himself didn’t realized it in that day. Thank you Steve smile

    From Brazil,

    Luan @insanogenial

  21. Shoyeb A. says:

    Steve Jobs was a true visionary. He’s a man to look up to.

    RIP Steve Jobs. You will be dearly missed.